| Perspective...
Perspective: Most of the time I have it but sometimes like today I lose it....
I know I have lost a good amount of weight in a relatively short period of time:
Start: 22 Jan 2008 @ 215.6 pounds
Feb : 22 pounds
Mar : 13.64 pounds
April: 7.26 pounds
Last week: 173.58 pounds
BUT some days I catch a glimpse of myself and my eyes dart around taking in the reflection of myself and seem to project negative thoughts back to my self... i feel like its not good enough....
I need to remind myself that I am an extremely fortunate girl who lives in the lucky country where we can do what we want and achieve ANYTHING we want... no war, no restrictive political parties and no starvation.... The list could go on forever. I am blessed with amazing family and caring friends and a fiancé who love me... (he proposed to me when I was at my biggest)
I feel like maybe I am obsessing over my body.... in the grand scheme of things maybe its just about being happy? striving for being the best version of myself.....
I am just typing my thoughts here so there is no real question but it would be good to hear if anyone else goes though this type of tooing and froing...?
Snap out of it Kat!!!!!  | 
