If your like me you love the gym and every time you go its like a trip to a theme park!...i am not big and only weigh 60kg i have been doing it for 4 months and i haven't gone up any weight but it looks like i have changed in the mirror but i love it and sometimes all i can think about is my next trip to the gym. In other words i am obsessed with it. I used to only sit at home and bum around well i still do but i go to the gym every 2nd day now...at first it was me wanting to have a awesome body but now its just a matter of how far i can go and how much i can push my self to lift!!! like at first i would look at ronie or any one who is MASSIVE and say thats crap i don't wanna be like that but now i do!!! its about how big i can get not how good i look. Any one feel like this? hehe i sound pretty lame but its true.

4 months and no weight gain? Are you not in a calorie surplus?

When I started training I just wanted a bigger, more muscular body. I was so skinny that I never had plans to be big but just average.
However I don't care how I look so much now, I just want to lift more, muscle size is purely a side thought that I don't pay any attention to. So long as my lifts increase then I'm happy.

I have found that my view of body builders has changed though, they don't look half as big or odd as they used to.

yeah its strange...i eat so much like i get up have huge bowl of oats with protien powder and a banana then 2 hours later another meal with it be pasta with meat or healthy peanut butter with brown bread with a apple and a orange then about 2 hours later i have a weight gain protien powder which is 800 calories per drink then 2-3 hours later i have another meal some lean mince/chicken this is all stuff i buy for my self since my mum wont haha then another meal before dinner which is normaly a salad sandwhich then dinner which is what mum cooks up which is allways healthy oh yeah and sometimes i have 3 eggs in the morning and i have another proien powder drink before i go to bed so the drinks alone are 1600 cals...i dont understand hey

I must say tho muscle definition in everything has gone up and everything sticks out way more then it did before and when i tense my fists i feel like i could have a great grip on anything i pick up. the only thing i can think of is that fat went down and muscle went up??? but i have always been skinny as fark and i am 6.2 feet tall and there wassent any fat there any way so yeah i don't know